It was first time I saw our friends son when arriving and I completely froze like I’d seen a ghost literally thought it was William as he climbed out the car to hug everyone in a green cool jacket bobbed black hair and bills handsome looks he looked exactly like William when he was younger growing up he even had the exact mannerisms. (I had a flashback to the day his dad made a beeline for me in a busy crowd and proudly told me him and Mel was having a baby now and I had felt so happy for him but at same time it felt surreal as I couldn’t imagine it like is this same bill our little bro who had spent all day excitedly packing everything but the kitchen sink to go camping at boxhill with my bro only to knock at door in evening looking pale & my own shock on seeing them both said “thought you both were camping for a week “ and them sheepishly muttering they’d heard something that by look on their faces had frightened the life out of them both and they packed their camping gear and fled and other memories like when they both got chased by a hoodie ghost with no legs across a common always something with them ! both Sagittarius and adventurous planning trips to America but never would it pay off without incident lol At the bar later on where the family had generously put 2k on the bar for drinks after service I finally approached our friends son ( instead of spending most of my time just staring in disbelief)
Soooo finally found my voice to say how similar he was to his dad and he pulled a funny face and laughed in an eccentric quirky way again what William did like in my dream of him it was spooky he then hugged my brother like his life depended on it saying how he knew my brother always had his dads back which was so strange because I sensed bills astral body had merged with his son and it was as if bill was saying goodbye to my brother it was really the strongest longest hug ever but as someone in a band when he sung at funeral you could tell he was very angry that our friend his dad had took his life by the way it went from a melody to screaming down the place with wish you were here and I mean screamed the lyrics while looking upwards playing the guitar I turned to my brother and said wtf was that about??? The hurt was deep and I don’t know if he will get over it was first time I’d gone from weeks of my brother and me texting about bill to realising there were others really hurt too It was interesting seeing williams long term girlfriend again who was my best friends cousin and I remember at that time having this strong feeling they would end up together despite bill being with caz at the time like he’d moved out of ours after years only to move a few door away at caz then Mel across our green I just had a strong feeling and for 36 yrs they were together I asked her how she was and she replied it’s been a tough life and I gave her a purple stone with the word hope on it.
I met his sisters and mum all looked like our friend but nothing prepared me for his son reminding me so much of him 🌷
I saw faces I had not seen for 30+ years Mat divorced numerous times said I’d always been his favourite growing up ( I do remember him sticking up for me a few times) he liked my personality and everything and Doug now a grown man also with children said loudly how he’d always had a thing about me it was very flattering really if I’d not been so emotional it wasn’t news though I knew that growing up but he was just younger and I vaguely remember his mum saying Doug really likes you and me thinking yuck( well was only like young myself so all boys were yuck) I spent my teens with friends thinking how annoying they all were Gal perming all our hair and Doug just sitting quietly watching and smiling at us I mean it wasn’t like we looked glamours back in the 1980s bless him he could be naughty like setting fire to six sheds) all the boys were quite rough really not a day went by when something wasn’t happening but my bro and bill who were inseparable were not like the other boys both gentle souls and bit innocent really in some respects 🌷
All the boys used to bombard me and my friend Kelly with snowballs and threw lit fireworks through our doors for a laugh and couple of time thew water balloons out window splattering us (Those in 80s will remember them) no wonder I got panic attacks. They would like a reunion but not sure just really wanted to send off our friend really and it was all very overwhelming and has taken me quite a few days to recover although I’d love to see mels family again not quite sure about a few old faces but as my bro said with these old reunions you can’t really tell who will show up.🌷🌸🌷🌸🥀☕️🙏
Heavenly Clairvoyant Tarot 
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