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Angels of support ๐ŸŒธ

Your requests must always come from the heart, with gratitude and for the best possible outcome for all concerned. ๐ŸŒธ ๐ŸŒธ ๐ŸŒธ

The mystery of Top Hat man. ๐ŸŒธ ๐ŸŒธ ๐ŸŒธ

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So I was remembering an experience when I was a teen where I nearly died had it not been for my mother’s sensing shadows and jumping up from her bedroom out of her sleep to explore.

I Googled man in top hat with watch and there were all these stories. He seems to have appeared all over the world. ๐ŸŒธ

The top hat man is usually described as very tall black no face figure with a top hat and tails that appears at night but sometimes when someone is awake and it’s daylight as well as with shadow people.

My case was different other than the top hat, gold watch on chain and shadow figures.

It was around 11pm ๐Ÿ•š and I’d been reading a Louise Brooks biography and was so tired I started falling asleep but we had a little gas fire and I thought I’d quickly turned it off before I went into a deep sleep on the sofa.

The next day my mother said she was woken from her sleep and saw lots of shadow figures all around the sofa peering down at me sleeping. She then said a man in shinny silver with a top hat came through the wall and looked at me then looked at a gold watch on a chain and then left again.

My mother was startled and saying what do they want with clara? So decided to tell them to leave… They then all started disappearing through the wall but one turned around before leaving and put her hands out as if she was pleading with her.

That did it, my mother said it was the pleading that made her jump out of bed and come in to look at me, but as she looked around she couldn’t see anything wrong… So she was just about to go back in her room when she heard a faint sound like gas makes when there is no fire. She walked over to the gas fire and saw I’d not turned it off properly and although the fire had gone out, the gas was still coming through.

She said whoever they were if it hadn’t been for them ~I’d have died.

The weirdest part was when I asked what the top hat guy looked like she replied he looked exactly like Fred a stair! I now have a lovely picture of him and ginger Rogers on my wall in memory of that night.

This is not like the related stories I’ve read as he was not black he was shimmering silver but it does make me think why do they like their top hats and gold chain watches.. ๐ŸŒธ ๐ŸŒธ ๐ŸŒธ

The Biggest Problem in our Church Today

Posted on Updated on ๐ŸŒธ More a problem on social media~ in church its not brought into it.. We leave the world outside for the mass and what Joy. ๐ŸŒธ ๐ŸŒธ ๐ŸŒธ

Angel card of day ๐ŸŒธ

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Angels of Love ๐ŸŒธ

I see the Golden thread of love in all things, running through all beliefs, all faiths, all pathways leading to the light ๐ŸŒธ ๐ŸŒธ ๐ŸŒธ

Tarot meanings ๐ŸŒธ

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Although there are many pairing that show abuse I’ll do a few pairings that you might want to note individually and look at in the celtic cross to see if other abuse pairing are present. . ๐ŸŒธ๐ŸŒธ๐ŸŒธ

The first pair could relate to religious abuse or domestic..


The hiephant and nine of swords…/ wands.

The hiephant is about authority and authority figures usually of the church so could relate to clergy or anybody who shows characteristics like this card like a very religious spouse or cult leader.

This card also represents teaching and passing on teachings but usually within a religious organizational building or setting.

Abuse is not something that usually happens suddenly..Usually it will start with grooming for a long time until the abuser feels confident that they have worked on lowering your esteem enough to attack and with the nine of swords It’s clearly showing someone who has psychologically been groomed for a long time and is now showing signs of complete psychological distress ~this is a card where a person’s mental health has been so damaged over time they are even suffering nightmares.

The hiephant has used psychological manipulation in order to groom the victim.

The hiephant is in a position of trust and authority so in personal relationships it could indicate a father figure older person that believes in tradition and is very stern and black and white thinking. A rigid control freak that is in the business of control and power.

Such control could be used on the victim in ways that get them to doubt their own judgements or reality.

‘ I’m a messenger of God, a prophet, I know everything and if you act like that you will go to hell and if you don’t listen to me and jesus words you will live in sin and spend eternal life in the devil’s room and spiritual fire.’

This isn’t so much about caring if another does go to hell as the groomer is the one who is abusing their audience by controlling their thoughts and using fear tactics in order to gain control. This is in order to break down a person’s reality and own sense of worth and promote fear and doubt in themselves. They may say rely on God but what they really mean is rely on me and what I say about who God is and what he is and how I’ve interpreted it specifically for my human nature to dominate you with. This can also indicate cults or anywhere where spiritual teachings are. Or religious partners if domestic.

Remember you are there through free will and its a mutual thing or with a partner not a dictatorship that is meant to control your very being but a learning experience. It’s should feel inspiring not feel coerced.

Often abusers gravitate to positions where they can have maximum power over masses of people and what more power than to have others believe you are responsible for their very soul. This is why we are seeing abuse scandals so often in religious organizations historical abuse for hundreds of years….all coming out. ๐ŸŒธ

That not to say abuse isn’t in lots of other organizations but the pull to this pairing is its the best for psychological grooming and abuse to occur.

Scandals have been exposed in extreme orthodox settings and fractions of the religions.

If this pairing comes up either it’s abuse of a trusted religious authority or someone representing authority. Either way it’s an imbalance of power which attracts narcissists and abusers in large numbers.. Which is why its quoted in the top five vocations for narcissists.

The nine of swords is without a doubt being psychologically victimised which is the most powerful way to groom someone…If other certain pairings are there it will also show if a person is also being physically abused too.

Swords also represent verbal attacks using words. So the grooming will mostly be using words as weapons in order to break down the person’s will and get them used to verbal abuse so it starts appearing like normal language but they will always show an air of control and authority with hints of threats.

‘Do as I say or eles’ as always with abuse it can start in such a subtle way that the victim probably will not be able to even see it happening especially if the eight and Ten of swords is in the spread too or they have the five of wands around them representing a hostile environment. If the two house cards are present its domestic abuse setting with a religious/cult spouse. House cards four of wands and ten of pentacles (family control in religious or cult settings) communal living like cult communities with spiritual or religious teachings/ living.

In a relationship reading while there are many pairs that can represent abuse this pair doesn’t need any other pairings to call out the abuse and alert the victim to it.

If the devil is also represent with this and while some see it as an abuse card also I’ve found it more related to addictions especially with cup cards for alcohol or other elements for substance… However if it is supporting these cards it can suggest that the victim can leave the abusive situation and is not completely trapped

‘If happening say in a church or particular environment can change and no longer go’

If it has certain other cards though and certain wands and pentacles it can indicated lack of escape like if its at a place where you are reliant on money and accommodation.

If this is a relationship you are trapped in and even if it takes forever to realise that this is abuse… as abusers are not upfront in the beginning they use grooming for a long time first when they have a target in mind… These cards are asking you to spot the early signs.

Do you feel the other is psychologically controlling and telling you how you should think, act what to do and how you should feel.

Do they use threatening language as if its normal and using a higher authority (God or another deity to get you to comply)

Do they constantly use criticism and get you to only focus on your behaviour and never their own

Do they ask for input or discourage critical thinking~my way is correct and don’t ever question it or use your own thoughts.

Do they gaslight you and play victim after all this verbal abuse and turn it around, calling you the one who is the abusive one if you try to defend yourself.

Do you feel you can’t do anything or make decisions without asking their permission or have fear due to consequences.

Do you feel you are questioning your own sanity as their reality has put the guilt and blame on you despite their constant attacks.

By the time it becomes the nine of swords it’s so bad that this person is having insomnia and extreme anxiety and are in a state of turmoil. They can’t psychologically function in a stable way the damage has been so focused for so long it’s become a systematic way.

If you get this pairing and spot any other in your relationship.. first recognise this isn’t normal behaviour this is abuse and the very least you can do is move away from it if you are able to with the devil card, eight of swords and others pairings showing this is possible. It may not be physical abuse but there are several types of abuse psychological, emotional and physical.

All are recognised as domestic violence against another and unlawful.

If you start feeling you are being controlled and your mind is no longer your own private space and is being controlled by the other its a clear warning and a sign that it could later turn physical as well once the psychological has been achieved and the victim becomes confused and reliant on the abuser.

Abuse is completely unacceptable in any relationship. It’s ongoing and the longer it continues the worse it gets… Hoping you don’t also get the tower cards with the king of swords /wands with it or in reversal as they indicate abuse too.

There are many more pairing for abusive relationships but these are a few for now.

Love yourself first and ask the angels to repair your self esteem and psychological well being so you can start to heal and walk away to decent persons who know what a relationship is and would never use abuse towards others and you. But first recognise this is in no way normal blessings ๐ŸŒธ ๐ŸŒธ ๐ŸŒธ

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Angels of support ๐ŸŒธ

Only you can change your karma, but the Angels will always be ready to help ๐ŸŒธ

Pope Francis ๐ŸŒธ

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Pope Francis ๐ŸŒธ has given a warning to young Christians to be aware of rigid Christians that give the appearance of being ‘perfect’ but the spirit of jesus isn‘t there.

I got a taster of their spirit and witness of Jesus on social media…. Non stop aggression verbal attacks and ongoing bullying of you and everything you said however innocent got twisted.

A den of vipers as jesus would say.

You have shown great restraint pope francis after being attacked since 2013 with your words of truth…. Totally wasted on them they just say you are insulting them when you speak truth twisting a response that’s actually true.

Why are so many narcissistic loony tunes drawn to religion~ cover maybe. Blessings beautiful pontiff ๐ŸŒธ ๐ŸŒธ ๐ŸŒธ

Tarot meanings ๐ŸŒธ

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Eight of swords ๐ŸŒธBondage ๐ŸŒธ This is a card Ive probably been most familiar with when I did past readings on my relationships, so can truly empathise with others if this has come up in their tarot readings too in past.

This could relate to an ongoing situation within the relationship or an outright continuous thought process within one.

The surrounding cards will show which it is.

This card is telling you you feel trapped within the relationship or the situation.

It is a warning card that requires peeling away the layers and identifying why these thoughts of disempowerment are not urging you into something where you start feeling more empowered or in control of your life and relationship.

This also comes up when we are feeling either bored in our relationship or questioning if we are with the right person but repressing our thoughts so we don’t have to deal with any changes we may have to face if we acknowledged them.

The swords are not blocking the path as there is a gap right in front~ an escape route that is right in the position to see it but the blindfold is not allowing them to… The blindfold is a way of avoiding the path you wish to take because although the thought process has been overworked for a long time and isn’t feeling things are right it also doesn’t want to acknowledge changes. So creating a dis~harmony between the head and the heart.

This in time could start causing a mental anguish and anxiety through fear. So in order to not rock the boat with our partner we don’t voice our doubts or mental state of mind.

Sometimes this comes up when we start to realise we have given away our power to someone else and are no longer feeling we want to lose control of our being. If we don’t like the way things are heading.

It can also point to a significant partner dominating the union psychologically and controlling it so we end up suppressing our inner conflicts by going introverted and just privately thinking things through without feeling able to express our thoughts in a manner that will be accepted without further dominance and control given out.

Depending on the surrounding cards will determine why our thoughts are clouded, unexpressed and not disclosed.

This is the point where we need to look at the union on the whole and if it is the reason for these thoughts or if we carried them into our relationship.

If the latter then we can simply shift our thoughts in a more healthy direction usually just by acknowledging that we do have a choice in the situation.

If it’s the former it’s more serious and will require more changes but we also have to acknowledge that we do have a choice and are not trapped which takes time.

When we use our own thoughts to disempower ourselves we no longer gain the inner wisdom of our other guidance to help us see the path.

This is a warning to not let our thoughts create in us conditions where we lose our ability to tap into our higher self, spiritual guidance and innate abilities that are not governed by our mental process.

When we seek answers our overworked mind tends to throw up anything we stored in there like a filing cabinet….. and then because our brain wishes to be helpful will throw up all the worst case scenarios if it finds anything connected or related to past issues that had consequences.

last time you had an issue like this it ended badly, I mean remember this happened and that

Also if we have trained our mind to be both creatively dramatic it will add other exaggerated fears.~ thinking this is what we are wanting when in reality we want the opposite.

This is the thing with our brain it is supposed to serve us but we usually serve it.

‘My soul feels so drawn to going to that spiritual seminar for the weekend. It needs higher true connection …..My Brain ~boring I want to read a book or watch a movie.

Maybe ill just stay in and read.

When the eight of sword appears in a love spread try meditating and switching off all these thoughts and allow the other wisdoms and inner lives to be brought into play and listen to them. They can sense and feel where you are at at this time and intuitively give guidance and also your own spiritual guide can assist you out of the hazy muddy thought process so you can gain clarity and once you have you can calm the fears and quieten the mind.

If the strength card is in the spread its even better because you have the ability to draw on that inner strength that has assisted you in other situations where you have needed it the most and remind you that you are not trapped or a victim but an empowered strong person and can not just swim out of those thoughts but to reach the shore and feel the courage and satisfaction that comes with moving and creating healthy situations with freedom and confidence to change anything that no longer works for you as you learn and grow with each challenge and get stronger each time. Congratulations once you leave this card behind… You are free to move to different horizons mentally and explore options that you no longer block for yourself. ๐ŸŒธ ๐ŸŒธ ๐ŸŒธ

Tarot meaning ๐ŸŒธ

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Five of swords ๐ŸŒธ This is the card I pull up most frequently when it comes to looking at world affairs and local environment when next to the world card.. It’s related to politics, religions and anything with a them and us division or rather the abuse of power. It symbolises self interest and seperation along with a them or us mentality and is the root cause of much pollution war, poverty, world violence and domestic violence.. and breakdowns of partnerships when paired with certain Coin cards.

In relationships it would represent bringing in thought agendas that are not in harmony, compatable or healthy with a personal relationship. Challenging us to question and pay attention to these thoughts.

The war on women or war on men divison

Its the opposite to the temperance card ~balance.

‘All my boyfriends have lied and cheated therefore all men are untrustworthy pigs.’

‘My girlfriend/wife cheated on me therefore all women are…....’

Women are inferior to men and should obey mens commands because the Bible says…….

‘ Women need rescuing why won’t they let me (condescending an undermining)

‘There is something evil about men just look around at the wars and abuse on such a large scale. For proof of our enemy’

my wife rejected me ~gave me a divorce, won’t let me see my children therefore all women are self serving sneeky gold digging deceitful ,unfaithful………..

‘ In the bible if it wasn’t for eve we would all be in the Garden of Eden and with God…… Says it all~ stay away!!!!!

‘ Women should objey husbands and reproduce and nurture otherwise they are corrupted and self indulgent ‘

Terms and camps to reflect it could be any ism words or Tools like religion, politics and anything at hand that we feel justify our unhealthy beliefs. Cherry picking only the bits that reinforce our negative stereotyping.

These are self destructive patterns that create conflict due to unresolved past hurts and throws off balance the natural balance and moral compass we innately inherit and possess.

A relationship is intimate ~an unhealthy mental agenda is not.

This is where much energy goes and where the transference begins. To erode a natural intimate occurance and authentic unfolding of interaction and getting to know the other as authentically as possible in favour of projecting negatively beliefs triggered by injury.

When we have bad experiences it’s far easier to project it onto groups we deem inferior to ourselves than do the inner reflections, healing and self examinations with humility within.

Disconnection between the natural experience of another and the thinking process that believes its all to do with the gender or a group who all share those negative worst aspects so “what is the point of truly getting to know them authentically.

This destructive pattern of unhealthy thinking then gets brought into personal relationships and like a cancer causes a growth that becomes bigger with more fuel. Transference and projections become truth and authentic dealings are replaced by a mere soundboard for frustrations, anger loathing and ultimately discord. psychoanalysis seeking to identify this and how it shaped us from our relationship with caregivers to adult relationships.

Most of these being out of our conscious thinking and buried in the unconscious so therefore repeating these patterning throughout our lives bringing about the same outcomes.

Psychoanalytic approach was in uncovering these unhealthily learnt patterns and bringing it into the conscious in order to break the cycles and become free of the governing of these learnt influences by self examination and earliest influences rather than using self defence mechanisms and throwing it onto others who have not caused the wounds.

This is also the card I pull out frequently for narcissistics and the narcissistic parts in ourselves as well as narcissistic injury and rage of others.

The world healing of relationships and recreating harmony would be in the undoing of what we think and the overwhelming negativity of creating and connecting hurt with groups.

In this there needs to be a recognising of both thoughts~ all connected and individual autonomy and uniqueness of the individual all at the same time to bring back the authentic core and bonding of a unique individuals connections with another..

A universal shift in consciousness from local to an expanding higher one that isn’t governed by destructive learnt thinking that has its roots in ignorance. Returning to the source of authentic love God.

If this card gets drawn in a love reading with other cards indicating the ‘same old’ I’m dealing with an impersonal agenda, no authentic sincerity here, like five of wands and so on its asking the couple to examine their motives and thoughts and if they are healthy….This is not a card that is showing a loving connection and authentic bounding, its showing a loner in the Union that is self serving and thinks of the union as well as the world in general~ as a them or us situation and you are the them along with the others of your kind women/men… and they are the us.. Its also a warning to examine if there is either narcissism power plays in the dis~ union or if you are actually with a Narcissist. Another no card ๐ŸŒธ ๐ŸŒธ ๐ŸŒธ